Oh, Cheer up.

So I'm having these minorly major melt downs. Of madness. :p
(Ps. Thanks Angie for the comment, :D I believe it. In fact I'm not actually all that sad to leave highschool. I'm on the opposite end of that if we're being honest here. Which we are, honesty is good. I'm just weirded out that I feel so old. :p And so young. All at once!)

So the melt downs.

Lifetouch sent out this information packet for senior pictures.
Tears? Haha someone needs a nap. (Yes, I do.)
And then I felt all stressed and freaking out-ish because I don't know exactly what I'm supposed to do with this new title of senior. There's the stupid pictures, and I'm sure more stuff that I'm still unaware of. This is all just too weird.
Ya know?
I mean I'm working my behind off (well, trying to) so I have enough money for college and to buy the Tin foil car from my parentals... but I'll still have to take out a loan which is super weird. I'm too little to be worrying about building credit. Haha, see? I knew that'd make everyone else think this is weird. Little Shannon. Taking out loans, and buying a car, and driving to college and paying bills.
Weird.
I can feel the wrinkles creeping up already! I'm practically ancient material! I don't think I've learned enough to be kicked out of this stage of education with a stinkin little paper that says I'm intelligent enough to move past this Highschool stuff.
WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!
(In case you haven't noticed yet, this is practically a mid-quarter-life crisis for me today. :p Idk why, lack of sleep is a definite suspect.)

(Also I apologize for all this complaining. I'll be optimistic for the rest of this post. :p)

So, work has been known to not be fun. But on the bright side I have more hours than I ever have at Storytellers, and today instead of strictly collating we got to make sample products for them to take on the cruise that we've been slaving away over. So after collating over 400 packets of one of the projects Jen had me go put a few together.
I have thus decided that scrapbooking stuff is theraputic :D Plus it made a couple hours fly past a whole lot faster than counting tinsey little brown ribbons would have. AND I got to sit down finally :p

Another bright side is this whole trek preparation stuff is forcing me to exercise more often and I'm losing the last couple pounds I wanted to. :) Yay me :p

I'm running out of fun optimistic things to say, :p My brain is slowly shutting down I think. Maybe I'll go to bed SUPER early. :p
Ooh! I re-arranged my bedroom. It makes it look bigger! I'll put pictures up next time.