:)/:( I finally understand those kinda masks.

My friend Tara is here. ( so :) applies). She's going into the army and leaves in July for basic. ( now :( comes along). We watched Dear John ( :D/ :'( ) which was insanely awesomely emotional. BUT! It made me add yet another possibility into my list of maybe majors. Maybe I'll go into special education. I'm not sure I'd be good enough for it though. It would be a rather beautiful and inspirationally fulfilling occupation for sure. We sat in the theater for another ten minutes crying before we finally snuck out to find bathrooms. I sincerely apologize for all the theater dwellers who had to see the horrid sight of Shannon with cried off makeup. :p
Then we watched Bright Star (upon Tara's insistance.) In case you haven't heard of it like I hadn't- it's a movie about John Keats' life. It's pretty good- mainly because it's kind of Jane Austen-y and her clothes are absolutely ridiculous sometimes. :p Fanny is a seamstress. Sort of. She designs and sews her own clothes- some of which are very interesting. Anyway, it's sort of a romance/tragedy/... I don't know what else. I'm not sure if I recommend it or not.

And the final reason for understanding the stupid smileyfrown masks:
I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.


Haha... so cute. So frustrating. Patience? I think yes.
But really... once upon a time I always had dreams of marrying someone. And I never could see his face- like he'd be reading a newspaper or something... ANYWAY. It just makes me excited for the future when all this stupid boy drama will be over and I'll have a best friend. Assuming I don't join a convent between now and then ;)
So whoever you are out there... I've recently decided it'll be your job to find me. Otherwise I'll lose my marbles trying. So I'm just gonna live my life... and keep singin, "I just haven't met you yet!" ;p

(Yes. I am completely aware how silly I sound. Frankly my dear Scarlet... I don't mind. ;P)